Grieving food.

I start my 14 days of a liquid diet on September 5th, and I find myself almost grieving food I know I'll never be able to put away, thinks like:

* A Hogs Breath steak and veggies.
* A pot n Parma from my local.
* A huge plate of Chinese.
*A foot long from Subway.
* A greasy kebab.

Lol.

I find myself wanting to get all these foods in before 05/09.

Is this completely normal?

Barium swallow.

So, had my barium swallow yesterday. My goodness, that shot was absolutely feral! With every mouthful (there were 10 of them!) I gagged, and it came back up! I had to force it down though, while holding back the tears.

Also, I have my date: MY BIRTHDAY!!!! Weeeeeeeee!!!!!!