SIZE 16!!!!!

I walked into Rivers today, to have a look at a dress I saw online. I saw it went up to an 18, and got REALLY excited. I was going to buy this dress, hang it on my wall, and use it to motivate me to lose more weight. Soon enough, that dress WILL fit me.

It was there, in the Rivers changeroom, looking at myself in the mirror, that the tears started. I tried on the 18, and it was WAY too big. TOO BIG!!! I needed the kids to grab the 16!!! I weigh 105kg, so still 30kg away from goal, but 6 months ago I was 131kg and a size 24! I cried. I was wearing a size 16, from a "normal" shop. Things can only get better from here!