Crackin' the 100's...

As sad and pathetic as that is, it's this weeks goal.


Last Monday I was 102.5kg, yesterday was 101.1kg.


No way am I going to meet April's goal.


I went to the gym last Saturday and Monday, and walked 4km in 40mins. I burnt 380 calories each time.

This week I go tomorrow, Wednesday, and Saturday morning. I will try to walk longer in my 40 mins on the treddy.

I need to also include 2 photos here, for motivational purposes:

Thisis me at a shocking 127kg in September 2003. If anything, I had really nice hair back then, ROFL!

I find it so overwhelming, and sickening, that I was that big. I mean, back then I knew I was big, but didn't feel that big. I mean, that's HUGE!

And this, me at my lightest @ 89kg:

I still fit into those jeans. They're my favourite wide leg jeans, but for some reason, they're skin tight on my thighs lol!!

I'm angry at just how fast it all came back on, yet getting it off is such an emotional and physically draining, lifelong pain in my rear.

Next Monday, the plan is to be under 100kg. Wish me luck....